Wednesday, October 9, 2013

My Cry: God bring me back to you.

I have been on and off feeling lost for weeks/ months even. Its hard to admit. And I am not trying to get attention. I just want you to heal me God and bring me back to you and your light.

I don't want my weeks to be up and down good days and bad. I want to be with you and have hope and comfort even in the hard things. And I want to celebrate the blessing with you God.

God many things have drawn me from you. I think in some ways I have made mission and sharing the gospel an idol before you. God break down anything that keeps me from you. In doing your ministry let my first priority be you.

Luke 10

27 He answered, “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind’[c]; and, ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’[d]
28 “You have answered correctly,” Jesus replied. “Do this and you will live.”

God help me to do these in the right order to put you first God and then to love other people and myself. God teach me to love you with all I am. Let my ministry be out of my love for you and your love for others filling me. 


God help me to first do this and to invite others to do this to believe in Jesus!
John 6

28 Then they said to Him, “What shall we do, that we may work the works of God?”
29 Jesus answered and said to them, “This is the work of God, that you believe in Him whom He sent.”

God help me to not seek my own rightousness but believe in Jesus Christ our savior and to trust in his righteousness. 

Lord in these hard times help me to endure. Both in my faith and in my personal life dealing with the flood aftermath, ministry, balance, rest etc: 

Hebrews 10:
36 You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised. 37 For,
“In just a little while,
    he who is coming will come
    and will not delay.”[f]
38 And,
“But my righteous[g] one will live by faith.
    And I take no pleasure
    in the one who shrinks back.”[h]
39 But we do not belong to those who shrink back and are destroyed, but to those who have faith and are saved.


God I belong to you and I want to persevere in faith! Give me strength!
Bring me back to you and don't let me stray so far. 
Amen



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