Getting back into a systematic approach to scripture

I have been focused on memorization and meditation for the summer and it has been great, a lot of comfort, truth, hope and faithfulness has been encouraged in me. But I also think I need to come back and also add in a more systematic approach. If I continue to choose all the scriptures I meditate on I may unintentionally or intentionally leave out crucial things God commands.

So to start I am thinking of finishing 1 Timothy.

Maybe some additional ideas down the road:
Reading Psalms.
Bible reading plan again. - I got a little burnt out because I didn't think I was learning that much or it wasn't in depth enough. But it is fuel for cross references and for having the whole story perspective as I also focus very finely on a specific verse.

So here is the next verse: 1 Timothy 4:12
12 Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and in purity.

As Ivanna and I are in transition and getting ready to move and Jonathan and I are transitioning our discipleship how will I continue? Who will I share what I am learning with? Hmm it would be fun to ask Ivanna and share with her. 

Are there guys especially married men I could connect with also in Tucson? 
Brandon
Philip
Jon Philips
Nathan

How else can I be intentional in transition from my support here and rythtms on staff? 
Prayer walking
Witnessing and being light to people around me
Conferences/retreats

As far as 1 Timothy: 
Goal for rest of August and September is 1 verse per week:
by August 30th: 1 Timothy review and ch4v12
by Sept 6 1 Timothy 4v13 and Key commands promises from 1 Timothy
by Sept 13 1 Timothy 4v14,15
Check in on how I am doing Sept 13
Continue from there Sept 20 1 Timothy 4v16 and chapter review

From there maybe go to 2 verses per week and continue into chapter 5. 

What is helpful to keep me on track to this? 
I do best and I am encouraged by meeting and sharing what I have been studying learning and obeying with another friend. 
So then I will set up meeting with someone weekly or start sharing with Connor?

How to live in God's story not mine?

This afternoon I was pondering this question.

How to live in truth of God and His Story and not my own?

A big reality or circumstance in my life is being on the job search. 

I am tempted to ask what difference does it make that God is with me in my job search?

But I think one way to start reframing my life in God's story is to ask different questions like:

What if I asked what difference does it make that I am in job search and transition when God is with me and I will dwell in the house of the lord forever?

Such a simple change of perspective and yet it changed a lot. 

As I tried to answer that question it was actually a little bit hard to answer really. I mean I thought circumstances still matter they are part of our lives and God's story. But it made my circumstance seem a lot smaller. Because in light of eternity and the creator of the Universe the short season of job searching is really short. Even though job searching seems uncertain and like walking through a tunnel not knowing where the end is it will end. As all things in this life do. I am confident even now God is providing for us and will provide work for me to do in time. And so I act making it my job right now to find a job and yet trusting in God. 

The two verses that really help solidify this in my heart right now are:

Hebrews 13 verse 5

5 Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said,

“Never will I leave you;

    never will I forsake you.”[a]

Psalm 23 verse 6

6 Surely your goodness and love will follow me
    all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
    forever.

In this life I can hold onto the promise and comfort that God is with me and he will never leave or forsake me and that this whole life is short and passing away and I have the hope that I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever!

But sometimes I get wrapped up in my life and my circumstances. But fortunately and strangely my increasing appetite for coffee and lack of any way to make coffee at home has led me to start an almost daily rhythm of walking to a gas station to get coffee. Gas station coffee is the best because I am really in it for the creamer :) haha. But what happens is I walk about 20 minutes and slow down. And sometimes I slow down and pray and that gives me space to connect with my Father and remember these truths. 

Because I need those moments to be still and remember who God is and who I am. 

Psalm 46 verse 10

He says, “Be still, and know that I am God;

    I will be exalted among the nations,

    I will be exalted in the earth.”

So as my sabbath comes to and end my prayer is I carry these truths with me throughout the week and live by them. This week seems busy and crazy getting ready to move and job searching as hard as I know how in the hope of landing a job in Tucson. And yet God is with me and this is just a moment, a shaping of my character in God's story and I can slow down from time to time and remember God is God and I am his and I will dwell in his house forever! Amen!

What to hope in? God alone

Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever. (Psalm 23:6 NIV)

This is the eternal hope we have to dwell on the House of the Lord forever!

Yet we live in a world of false hopes that will all fade and all of which are uncertain. From jobs to money and beyond.

Command those who are rich in this present world not to be arrogant nor to put their hope in wealth, which is so uncertain, but to put their hope in God, who richly provides us with everything for our enjoyment. Command them to do good, to be rich in good deeds, and to be generous and willing to share. In this way they will lay up treasure for themselves as a firm foundation for the coming age, so that they may take hold of the life that is truly life. (1 Timothy 6:17-19 NIV)

Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” (Hebrews 13:5 NIV)

So help me now God as you say 

He says, “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.” (Psalm 46:10 NIV)

Verse Meditation Colossians 3v23-24 part 1

Colossians 3v23-24

Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as though working for the Lord, not for human masters 24 since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving. 

0. Context 1. Paraphrase: 2. Questions 3. Praying 4. Emphasizing each word or phrase 5. Cross Reference
 6. Relate to my life: Throughout, claim promises, examine call to obedience and my heart

0. Context
We are alive in Christ and his resurrection. Therefore Colossians 3v 2 Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. But not in a way to forget our bodies and this world but to live in this world with our mind set on heavenly things. With our minds set on purity and justice and eternal hope.  Col 3v9 Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices 10 and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge in the image of its Creator. 11 Here there is no Gentile or Jew, circumcised or uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave or free, but Christ is all, and is in all.

Then it gives some specific instructions based on our circumstance: husband father and slave. This verse seems to be part of a longer specific instruction for slaves. 

1. Paraphrase: 

In everything you do work at it with all your heart as if you were working for Christ. Even if you are a slave or an employee work for Christ not your boss because in the end it really is all for the Lord Christ and whatever we do for human masters will not last. It is his story and how we live for him is what matters. When we work for the Lord we are promised an eternal inheritance. 

2. Questions

• What difference does it make to do everything as working for the Lord not humans?
• How does the context of this being written to slaves shape this verse?
• Is it appropriate to think of this verse in the context of being an employee? 
• What did it mean to be a slave in this context? 
• How do we serve the Lord in specific things our masters ask of us? 
• What does it mean to work at everything with all your heart?
• What is the significance of doing this since they knew they would receive an inheritance?

3. Praying
God today teach me to work at the different priorities with all my heart as through working for you and the eternal life and inheritance I have in you. I am seeking to know our Father and you claiming hold of life eternal and the hope of dwelling in your house forever God.

4. Emphasizing each word or phrase 5. Cross Reference
 6. Relate to my life: Throughout, claim promises, examine call to obedience and my heart

Learning to consolidate

Often I find myself overwhelmed going in too many directions. And then even worse I forget things and drop them entirely. I create files I forget about. I start in a direction and never finish.

Teach me to consolidate and focus on the things that matter the most God! 

Why doesn't bible talk about mission/ evangelism more?

And Saul approved of their killing him. On that day a great persecution broke out against the church in Jerusalem, and all except the apostles were scattered throughout Judea and Samaria.

But Saul began to destroy the church. Going from house to house, he dragged off both men and women and put them in prison. Those who had been scattered preached the word wherever they went. (Acts 8:1, 3-4 NIV)

Why are so much safer and lame of Christians?

In persecution they preached the gospel!

Nobody had to tell them to preach the gospel. 

Are we followers of Jesus who really obey everything Jesus said or not?

Who am I in hardship? I am His

Who am I and where am I when some parts of ministry aren't going well? When people aren't coming or are flaky or join other things? There are some parts of IV that are going really well, but I feel like this has been a crucial thing for me to wrestle with because to be a witness to the gospel I will constantly face rejection and students choosing out. So what do I do and what do I believe about God and myself in the midst of that?

Psalm 27

4 One thing I ask from the Lord,
    this only do I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the Lord
    all the days of my life,
to gaze on the beauty of the Lord
    and to seek him in his temple.
5 For in the day of trouble
    he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his sacred tent
    and set me high upon a rock.

I want to hear from you Lord
23 “His master replied, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master’s happiness!’

But I have only what I have and can lead only those you have given me.

1 Peter 4:10

Each of you should use whatever gift you have received to serve others, as faithful stewards of God’s grace in its various forms.

What do we do as we face rejection or just indifference? What should we do when those we love and serve turn away or just slowly fade out?

1 Peter 4

12 Dear friends, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal that has come on you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you. 13 But rejoice inasmuch as you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. 14 If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you. 15 If you suffer, it should not be as a murderer or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even as a meddler. 16 However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name.17 For it is time for judgment to begin with God’s household; and if it begins with us, what will the outcome be for those who do not obey the gospel of God? 18 And,

“If it is hard for the righteous to be saved,
    what will become of the ungodly and the sinner?”[a]

19 So then, those who suffer according to God’s will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good.

Most of all I want to hold onto the hope I have through Jesus:

1 Peter 1

3 Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, 4 and into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade. This inheritance is kept in heaven for you, 5 who through faith are shielded by God’s power until the coming of the salvation that is ready to be revealed in the last time. 6 In all this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. 7 These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed. 8 Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, 9 for you are receiving the end result of your faith, the salvation of your souls.

I am His, He is mine. Nothing has changed. He stays the same, and our hope in Him does not fade. Let me cling more tightly to it. And Lord help me to keep being faithful, to rejoice in the fellowship of your suffering for the sake of the world in the hope that some will come to the knowledge of the truth and believe and enter the kingdom.